my hair...T-T

hu...every cut also feel pain...hurting my heart...

looking at them drop 1 by 1...shorten wif no mercy...

wondering y i did it...

my hair...sigh...

hv my hair cut juz now...long time din really "cut" hair...

all the way b4 is juz trimming...

but luckily u all say im look better in short hair...if not then i will feel regret...

ok la...ask the "pro" help me to wax after cut...try to learn frm him how to wax my hair...

but i dunno y no matter how i wax i also cant wax till like wat he did 2day...

no talent in handling my hair...T_T

mayb 2day is my most lengzai day bcoz my hair is wax by pro...XD

go to sunway wanna buy "beach pant" d...(or watever itz called)

search for so long..mostly also very "flower" which i dun like...

but most angry is got few design very nice...juz dun hv my size...

!!!y!!! angry angry angry...><

suan liao...plan to wear normal pants go redang liao...

cant wait for the trip...^^

mayb after tis going out n look for some beach pants tat ngam me...

hope can found it b4 redang~~lalala~~

7 years d fren...

hmm...i think i got quite a time din update my blog aldy...

not bcuz im bzy...i dam free...

juz...i dun wan to say much abt myself...so now i say abt my fren...

juz now i hv a chat wif janson...

my old old fren...hmm...i think i noe him for 6 or 7 years...

tell the truth...so far know for 7 years d fren is really less for me...mayb janson is the only 1...

i remember i noe janson since im frm1 in tuition center...or did i? 

dunno la...long time no count wif janson liao...which we always did previously...XD

n hor...after i msn wif janson...he told me many thing abt him...

secret...of coz i wont say it...if not im dead 2moro...

he din really much tell me abt his thing...but if tell...then will always same topic...haha...

so do i...i always say my thing to him...

i think so far noe most of my secret is him...(dun tell other...if not 2moro dead d is u...)

after listen his story...i juz think tat wat u face is more terrible than me...something hanging in air...

dulu i told u my thing n always think abt tat im more sad than u...but the fact? no...

dunno wat im saying now...i dun even noe will u c tis...

but if u c...something i really wan to say deep frm my heart...

i really sry if i done anything bad to u back in time...

tat time i really dam stupid n dun even think b4 act...

now diff...mayb i still look not serious to u...always play play only...

but i juz wanna cover up myself...

im serious for every words i said...juz dun wan to show it up...

7 years...not a short time for me...

if u do really c tis...remember for tat 7 years!!haha

if got time...come out yc again la..tis time i belanja..XD really n no joke!!

an equation to change the world...

actually i dunno wat is tis...but i add few equation aldy...c if u can found my equation...

p/s: purple...

lunar n me n mom...

i read the newspaper 2day...

itz said 2nite hv the largest n roundest chapguomei moon in 52 years...

n around 2300 will hv a half lunar eclipse...

i sen a msg to all lunarians abt it n then grab my camera so i can shoot tis moment...

but then i only realize...newspaper also will lie ppl 1...2230 wait till 2400...

holding my camera n wondering...whr is my lunar eclipse??!!

dunno went in n out for how many times...my mom keep scolding me "sakai"...

a boring guy wif a camera in hand will do wat??

OF COZ narcissi la...

keep taking pic of myself...then my mom also come in kacau...

XD...i told my mom my right face look better n thus all my pic is taking frm my right side...

my mom then advise me n gv me some comment on how to take my left side pic...

sry la...i dunno how to smile nor laugh 1...so...all pic also look bit weird...

gonna post my pic 1st time in my blog...haha...

my camera so char...only can take tis blur blur moon...

a better 1...but very small...

cool cool d me n leng leng d mom...XD

cool cool d me n kacau me d mom...XD

picture of the day...like it most...(wat wrong wif my hand?)

09-02-09

slp till 1130 only wake up...

bad news...last night dint hv a sweet dream...cant remember wat i dreamed...

bcoz still remember yesterday d sad dream...not much mood 2day...

later on my fren call me go do moral assignment in mcd...

then i pack all my laptop thing n wait for my fren to fetch...

reach thr liao n one of my fren say...

"tommy...u really look like the L frm the death note..."

huh? do i? she is the 1st ever ppl say me look like tat L...dunno shld happy or not...

not doing much thing thr...sien...

hv chitchat *ahem* assingment a while then we leave...

bcoz tat stupid mcd dun hv any plug to feed the 4 laptop here...

we went to midah old town then...walau...

crowded...sien also...wanna find seat also hard...somemore nid a plug also...

we sidan sit a place sin to wait a seat wif plug 1...finally we make it...

5 happy boys n gals...XD

next on...we really start our assignment discussion...for around 30min...swt...

puix2 call...say meng cheewei lix2 n huaix2 go her hse to play...yer!!

i wan to follow!! i fast fast end my part n explain to them wat to do n ask my fren fetch me go cp8...

luckily he also nid drop by thr...alfred!! thz!!

b4 here wat i done is way to boring...SIEN!!

but not until i reach puix2 hse...whr im getting happy...

haha...playing blackjack...wii till hand tired...

temporary forget my sadness...

i back home around 2000 n my body so tired...

oya...gonna put a reminder here...

i gonna treat sekx2 something(but dunno wat thing)...

cuz she will sen me moral assignment(but yet sen)...

THZ!! i really dunno whr shld i start...

u r my life saver!!

XD

dreams?

2day so tired...

noon msn wif koh n kc to plan wat to do later in the nite...

bcoz we all too boring...

so we plan to gambling again...aiyo...they both so "lan dou"...

but we still havent decide to go whr yet...

in case really going out later...

i gonna go take a nap now...last nite too late slp but too early wake...

im almost pengsan liao...so i start to slp at 17.30...

guess wat...i had a bad bad dream...

nap only also will dream..if nightmare still ok la...

atleast will terkejut until wake...but tis not...

a sad dream...n continue until "the end" n i wake up at 20.30...

after wake up my hand n leg very pain n tired...

feel dizzy...mayb slp too much...

but bcoz of tat dream...i bcome moodiness then...

"sam lo lo luen"...so scare...wanna hug some1 n cry...really...T_T

actually i really wan to speak it out wat really happen on me...

but i dun hv the confident...something is better kept as secret than telling others...

sry to my frens who really worry abt me...

im too selfish aldy...

until now the dream still crystal clear in my mind...

y i will dream something like tat? bcoz of such a little incident tat make me think too deep of it?

nah...few days ago got a happiest dream of my life(NOT YELLOW THING!!my mind havent corrupted)...

then now the sadiest dream...

something tat doesnt belongs to u will not b urs...

n these 2 dreams...make me...so sad...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2moro my uni fren ask me go out mcd(mcd again?!!) for moral assignment...

sexual orientation...mean gay n les...aka PLU...XD

gonna faster finish it...so i got time to concentrate on other subs...

oya...next week i got 2 tests...wed is DM n acc on sat...

T_T...i hate test...

k la...until here...gonna go slp liao...

hope 2nite will hv a sweet dream...

nitez...myew...XD

徐婕儿-I Wanna Be With You 

没力气 总是懒洋洋地 

赖着你 怀里顽皮嬉戏 

是该些事情 心里又甜蜜得 

不想要 不想要 睁开眼睛 

我和你频率如此接近 

没压力 自在作我自己 

第一次感受 这种爱的决心 

只想要只想要 和你一起 

I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福 

想要和你建造一个 爱的小屋

I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足 

享受最甜美的束缚 

有你的呵护 我不再孤独 

我和你频率如此接近 

没压力 自在作我自己 

第一次感受 这种爱的决心 

只想要只想要 和你一起 

I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福 

想要和你建造一个 爱的小屋 

I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足 

享受最甜美的束缚 

有你的呵护 我不再孤独 

I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福 

想要和你建造一个 爱的小屋 

I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足 

享受最甜美的束缚 

有你的呵护 我不再孤独 

我和你频率如此接近 

没压力 自在作我自己 

第一次感受 这种爱的决心 

只想要只想要 和你一起 

第一次感受 这种爱的决心 

只想要只想要 和你一起 

I Wanna Be With You

今年过了一生中最不想过的新年...

事事都不如意...

我一向来都打最坏的打算...

就算发生了...也能有心理准备...

但这次我相信如果真的如我最糟的预想发生了...

我也不会拥有勇气去面对...

为什么现在才发生这种事情?

是上天的按排吗?

神...到底存在吗?

如果存在...那为何还有幸福与痛苦之分呢?

如果不存在...那何谓希望与奇迹呢?

但我知道...如果神是存在的...才不会有人人都幸福...

因为人是贪心的...没有痛苦...人类就不会分辨幸福...

但祢又怎样去选择谁该享受幸福...谁面对痛苦呢?

是以个人的行为去抉择的吗?

那为何还有所谓的无辜?冤枉?

是祢随便挑选的吗?

那祢又有何权力这么做呢?

如果痛苦是祢给我们的考验...

那我们为何没有选择接受与否的权力呢?

这考验的用意又何在呢?

让我们成长?让我们经得起考验?

如果通过了考验...我们会怎样呢?

获得幸福吗?

如果通不过考验...那我们又会怎样呢?

面对更多的痛苦吗?

天国的阶梯存在吗?

地狱之门又在哪呢?

到底这一切的一切...

是因什么而发生呢?

祢留给我们的希望与奇迹...

为何还夹着绝望呢?