彻夜无睡

为了还是读书

收到了考试时间延迟了

一话不说马上把书给盖上了

我到底为了什么了读书？

我真的搞不明白

真的无法把自己看透

明明就是这么的想要

却在自己的脚系上锁

独自地理解无法了解的事

谎

谈到了“说谎”的话题...

说谎到底算不算是一种罪？

但罪何来呢？

当别人问起了你不想答的事...

那该实话实说还是以谎言盖过呢？

说实话...

但有些事是无法说出口的...

说谎话...

又有欺骗别人的感觉...

那不给任何答复呢？

又被人当成是默认...

还是说“不知道”最妙吧？

"不知道“又像是欺骗着自己...

所以呢？你会怎样回答才最好？

“那你本身会说谎吗？”

当我说“我会尽我所能不说谎"后...

我钝了下...

可笑...

这才发现我现在就活在人生最大的谎言之中...

无趣...

什么跟什么呀？？？

依然还是被过去牵连住

就算已经起誓

还是逐渐地将它摧毁

回到原本不该开始的起点

遗忘了经历的痛苦

留下比当时还要难受的痛苦

所以

别被欲望所驾驭

痛苦的等级

是无法预测

也无法逃避的

juz come back from supper...

suddenly feel hungry...luckily got ppl pui me go eat...

hv a long time dint chat so much aldy...

hah...shld say itz kinda hard to find some1 u can chat freely without caring anything...

now very full...until cant slp...

look like 2nite im gonna slp quite late again...

my bday!!

yea...itz my bday 2day!!

juz celebrate my bday in PJ Kissaten n the surprise i demanded...

really a surprise...myee ar...i noe u plan all tis...

but still...thank u all...

i really like the SUB shirt...itz 1 of my favaourite brand...hah...

award day

attended award on 29/09/09...

wat a boring day...juz go thr sit n wait...

shld b 9.40 start but the "VIP" late n delayed to 10.30...

wt*...

juz sit...then queue to prepare...wait ur name call...

take a temporary cert n take a pic...go down...return the cert...

then sit back n wait the 2nd call...

the original cert only collect able after the award day n so far i took the schlship award cert...

left the dean's list 1 n i gonna take it later...

next time i will update the pic of the cert here...^^

late post 27/09/09

celebrated momo bday in kaki corner...

quite a rush to prepare the present n cake due to the midterm...

><...sry sry...hope u dun mind tis late post n i noe itz quite late aldy...

but still wish u hv a happy happy bday...^^