forcing myself slp as late as possible lately…juz wanna make myself “xiguan”…

started to feel tat waste to many time to slp…

tats y i only slp total 4 hrs last 2 days…look so “chan” now…

now itz 0143 in the midnight…ntg do but dun wan slp…

if i find stuff to do then i will noe how many thing i left undone…

life is so hesitating…

2day i had a hair cut…erm…trimming in exactly…

waited for 3hrs…is it worth? i really dunno…

then help my mom go fetch ppl back…lot of time for “self-shooting”…^^

slpy…almost 2am now…juz 2am…aldy feel tired…sigh…

hmm…better go slp ba…nitez^^

reason? 1 is enuf

u will noe how stupid i am after

u noe wat i did