再这样下去我相信我很快会死
难道你不知道吗？

貌似好久没更新了
总感觉做任何事都提不起劲来
真的别说我身边的朋友劝过我多少次
骂过我多少次
我依然感觉很抱歉
毕竟是我的错
而知错却不改且错上加错
时常问我自己
我到底干过些什么事
我总是无法说出答案
答案存在吗
还是我依然寻找着
我也不想想太多
开开心心又是一天
何必斤斤计较呢
还真愧我能说出这番话
不想再欺骗自己
那句是谎言？
我已用我最陈恳最真实的心态来做我自己
我到底是欺骗自己些什么
不想束缚自己
所以还是当回自己

真的担心年末时我的约定是否能达成没有

im at genting right now..
my family went to casino but i insist not to follow..
then my bro went to c c play com n i not interested too..
so i ends up walk around the whole genting n now im sitting at coffee bean.. by myself.. looking at the others..
feel kinda weird to do tis.. but sometimes i feel like really nid some personal spaces..
n still.. missing for someone..

真的表达错了...
我也不想继续下去了...
对不起...

dam long time din update anything...dun hv the feel to do so...

事情并不是很如意...

but nvm...

2day suddenly call by my fren go work at midvalley as event coordinator (crew actually)...

itz really lot of fun working thr...saw many crazy fans hugging...crying n laughing when they got their signature (siao 1)...

then nite got a performance at the garden hotel...

n the ppl r crazy!! moaning outside the pagar like zombie...screaming like monkey...><

after the work...my head bring me go chili's for supper...n now....

im burst...shit...2moro 8 class...

n my leg is broke...

cant take a closer pic...so i took the screen...

look small here...

my crew pass...^^

yes...mayb sometimes my mood really went down...

yes sometimes i will keep silent for a long time...

n yes when tat moment i will keeping ignoring u all...

cuz im not the 1 who will say it out when im facing something...

i dun wan others to share wat i faced...

cuz itz my own responsibility...n i dun wan involve any of my frens...

egoism rite?

ya i noe...

something wont change in my heart...

how long is it been?

itz been the fifth years tis year...

n wat the hell im still hoping for?

the same thing...

mayb i yet mature enuf to let go...

but still childish enuf to hold on...

im the guy who dunno how to speak much...

juz only noe how to b nice...

n others always dunno when i b nice to them...

cuz i nvr said how or wat i done to them...

sound stupid? definitely...

juz hope i had a chance n reforming my speech...

to tell u tat wat i done...n wat im doing...

有时候我会和他吃晚餐

喜欢 也讨厌

喜欢他是我倾诉的对象

讨厌他永远不给我回复

就静静地 听我心里的倾诉

也只有这样的时候我才会认真地思考

认真地让时间吞噬我

两个人的晚餐

一个人的孤单