今晚

我想哭

感到害怕

害怕寂寞

害怕對話

沒有話題

沒有對像

到頭來

只是害怕自己

什麼樣的感覺

要說不說也都一年了

到現在還是沒有什麼改變

朋友不見增多

但卻慢慢疏遠著

要怪還是怪在我身上

宅在家裡也好一段時間了

常常說沒人找我去玩

想想自己也沒人可以找出去

朋友也就那幾個

而卻不是做工的

就是讀書不得空的

時常被說去找的女朋友什麼的

不過也得有個“女性”朋友方可吧？

我可還不至於是上街隨便搭訕的人

不覺得寂寞？哪可能

我也不喜歡這樣

前些分手的朋友

現在就有的新的羈絆

有人緣的還是比較好吧？

看到都心酸酸的

不甘寂寞的人

都是這樣的感覺吧？

被人說我只說不做
被人說是我讓一切都死亡

以前是你告訴我別被過去束縛
別活在過去

所以我離開這裡
離開我爲了寫下過去而開的部落
寫下我曾經的快樂
以及傷悲
因爲我不再想一直凝視過去

如今你叫我回來
把以前的自己發掘回來

我不想
我不要
你可以說我逃避
因爲我知道我是在逃避

我也非常地明瞭
如今的我
逃避得非常愉快
活得自在

我真的不要曾經墮落的我回來
至少到現在

耀

黑莓x红莓

当blackberry遇上了raspberry...

别问我为什么上传这图片...

我也不知道...

可能无聊吧...

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finally i noe y tat time i wanna take tis pic aldy...
it shld be it...

went to book fair n bought some books 2day...

end~

4745g

not g460...nor a52jr...

itz 4745g i choose at the end...

personally i dun like acer but tis model perform best of the list...

wif 3 years local warranty...itz really attractive...compare to another 2 model...

i like the g460 most cuz of the design...but sry la...i more emphasize on the performance than the outlook...

so far except the design of the 4745g disappointed me...others were ok...

juz dun hv the time to benchmark my new lappie yet...wait till next wait ba...

going to miss my toshiba very soon...

new equipment~

yea...i got my netbook aldy...
itz a HP 210-1073TU...

but it initially come wif a 1gb SODIMM n also a win7 basic...

not really something i wanted...

so i upgrade it soon after i get it...

swap wif a 2gb ram...then reformat to win7 ultimate 32bit...

n 1st review is tat it really performed very well even it juz a intel atom proc...

another thing...the same day i receive tis netbook...

my toshiba laptop spoil...wtf?!?!

first diagnosis by me is mayb mobo failure or GPU failure...

i predict the repair cost for replacing one of them is around 500~800...

i bring it to toshiba service center the next day at shah alam glenmarie industrial park...

not far but the path bit confusing...

then the gal tell me...shld be GPU failure...n the repair cost is around 1k~2k...

WTF again...somemore wif a rm100 non-refundable error seeking technician fees (dunno wat they call it aldy)...

wif tis range i rather buy a new laptop...

shit...i really miss the toshiba harman/kardon speaker...

itz juz too perfect n really amazed me well...

sigh...i think itz time to let it go...

gonna get another new laptop soon since i really nid it for my study...

n also work for the future...

the laptop in top of my list so far is acer 4745g...

spend so much again tis month...so when i can get my DSLR??

RIP my toshiba A200...sob...